The doctor'd warned me not to eat before plastic. When anaesthetist went that morning, I ate on purpose in order for he couldn't convince me. He told me: 'OK. A day previously, I advised you against it. It's your choice. If you ate, we'd say goodbye'. I called my relatives at that night. They did scare me with all the talk about the things that can go wrong with me during that plastic surgery. They talked me out of. I often think about taking it up again, though. I'm fearful of the bad effects, but I would do it for a sense of confidence and a feeling good from the way I look. I'm still looking at my photos and I don't like it, because I see myself in a different way. I'm trying to reshoot it until I'm satisfied with my look.