For me, for you too (2014 - 2018)
I don't know what happened, but this is the second day my head is splitting. Maybe that is how I feel about you. Or maybe you are sticking pins in my voodoo doll. In any case, finish it, because this night I thought I was going to die.
Believe it or not, my feelings for you were, are and will be. From a small light it turned into something more. It gave strength to my heart, so that I could do the impossible.
We know each other for almost five years. You know, we have had just about enough of our bad attitude. We've been fighting really bad words and really high pressure. We've suffered. We've been crying.
There are moments I would honestly like to correct and to take the hit. There are moments I would like to stay silent and not to hurt you. I wish I could change it, but I can't. I can't turn back the clock.
I wrote that you can never step into the same river twice. But actually, I do not know this. I do not know what the future brings. I do not know what happens to us. I do not know if its worth it. But I know a lot of other things. I know that you love Malevich, Monet and Van Gogh. I know that you love seagulls and the sea. I know that you are afraid to stop feeling life. I know that kisses your nose are very private for you. I know that you always have cold fingers. I also know that it seems to you that you love me.
I want you to be happy. And I want you always have something or somebody who could fill the void in your heart.
2018 - Winner, 2nd Place, Multimedia Project nomination, International photography contest PhotoVisa 2018, Krasnodar - Russia